想-ing~~~

你羡慕我的，因为你不是我；

所以不了解当中的一切。

但或许你不知道，

我羡慕你的，同样的因为我不是你；

只凭表面所看到的下定论。

可是，

我真正羡慕的是那简单的处事方法。

只因为---我办不到。。。

怪。怪。的。

好想要有一个角落，让我很有安全感的躲在那释放一切紧绷得让我不舒服的。。。

好想在考试前好好发泄一下。。。

我有时间吗？？

懊恼~~

呵呵~~想。想。想^^

突然觉得人活着最重要的是活得开心，一切不要想这么多。。

我的piggy,你听见了吗？？

追求自己所要的真的很重要。

总好过飘浮不定的无法定下来。

有时候，你看见的或许和真实情况有差距。。

所以，一切不要想太多。

见一步，走一步吧！！！

你始终都要过的~~

大家加油哦！！

我敬爱的~~

爸爸，

生日快乐！！

三年了，依然很清晰的记住您的模样。。很棒吧？！你女儿的记忆好好哦！

我从来不曾忘记过您的生日哦！乖吧~~

我的老爸，请允许我在这边肉麻的向您说声：“我爱你！”

真的哦！我最棒的爸爸。。。好想念您。。。。

您最不放心的女儿上^^

（我长大咯~~）

Nice melody~~

It's come back to me again!!!

Feels great=))

warm & sweet if people sang those songs to me^^

I might marry him~~

oops, kidding kidding><

hehe

I'm back after months^^

you are just too understand me.. don't know why, somethings that I never tell anyone, I'll automatically tell you before you ask me.. Funny huh?? The feeling after tell you is just too nice.. I felt relax.. Your things, I knew quite a lots and somethings I found it myself.. Hehe~~

Clever huh?? God want me to know that. That's why create so many chances for me to understand and thus analyze the situation.. So, since already like that.. No choice la, you have to tell me everything.. Hahaha

About my stuffs.. You understand the situation very well I think... No matter how, you're the one who know my thinking well. I believed. Just like the previous me, never change... Always like to think lots and keep things to myself. Not all but some.. I really don't know how to say out and who should I say to. I don't want they all know so many things about me.. Not secure at all. I don't want people think that I'm so weak and lack of confidence. I love myself very much.. Love my face very much.. What I want is to be perfect. I want to show everyone how strong I'm in handling my stuffs. I don't want people worry about me or even look down on me. That's suffer girl... Too strong huh?? should not behave like that huh??

About the things that I told you that day... Is it I'm too kind?? too good?? Always think on behalf of people that I not close to or should I say an unknown to me. But yet I'll care about it and worry about it not because of the particular person but another person.. Sadly, nobody will know as i never plan to tell anyone about it. You're the special one.. Maybe one day I'll tell someone.. But I'm sure not much people will know about it. I'm just too care huh?? I'm used to it already. Don't know since when start to be a detective in checking all the things. So that's why I know quite many things before people know it. Just a matter that I cant prove to you all only.. It's actually a type of responsible right?

About me myself, I can say I'm on the way improving.. in many aspects. I know which aspect should I speed up and I know how low is my percentage that I told you that day.. But trust me, it's really consider as high to me.. Nobody ever exceeds that levels oh~~ Just my expectation too high only. By the way, time factor as well. I realized, time really important to everyone in completing their own tasks. So while improving, I can only wait until it up itself. Sometimes, things not really can achieve if you pushed too much~~ Try to slow down and think carefully, you might realized something that you never thought of.. It's true oh~

It's weird at first you feel it but once you used to it.. You'll be fine. Time factor again!!! ARGH!!!

It's just too simple to describe your feeling as I experienced before~~

What you want and what you don't...

Actually we know what we want but due to some reasons, we will somehow not really sure about it. Well, I'm sure you will face your real feeling one day, when everything comes to you without any notice given and the only thing you can do is accept. That's all.