ying's new quote:"dat's no forever in dis world and d word 'only' will only happen in some circumstances.. never ever hope for dis."

男女之间最大的分别就是男生总喜欢把一切都藏在心中；而女生就像笨蛋一样，总会与信得过的人分享一切。。可别人不见得和你一样信任他一样信任着你，不会把一切都告诉你。

有时候所出来会让对方难过所以不说。。但，你是否想过这总比对方自己发现来得好？至少从你口中说出来证明你坦白。。自己发现真的是最大的伤害！

这世上，没人想当笨蛋。。我也不例外。。

2011's Christmas eve~

It's christmas eve now... Time flies, it's 2011's christmas..

Last time, I used to receive present from parent and friend (sometimes). But after daddy passed away, I no longer ask for present from mom.. Hmm.. I like to receive present from them actually.. Even though just a simple note book cost few ringgit. Not because of the price but it meant a lot to me. I like it just because they search the present together, choose together then decide together which one to buy. Just imagine the moment when they looked for the presents for me, I feels warm..

The expensive X'mas present dat I received before?? A ring.. Gold ring~ So surprise when saw it inside my sox~ hehe..

The most memorable X'mas eve will be 2009's X'mas where i celebrated with my primary friends. Exchanged presents and prepared dinner together~ Really enjoyed the day~

This year... Wow... It's saturday night~ I think quite a lot of ppl will celebrate it elsewhere with their love ones. Me?? I got to "work" with my loves one~~ Painting la, clearing la.. renovating... T___T Pity but better than none la hor!! @@ But night time will be with mom. Mom back earlier~~ Hopefully mom wont leave me alone at home lo~ *Praying* =D

At last, wish everyone a Merry merry christmas!! Cheers and may all of you get to spend with your loves one! Let's enjoy this coming X'mas~~

My favourite Christmas's song---> white christmas~ which I never see before.. "white" X'mas^^

present present~♥♥

What kinds of present that you like the most??
The expensive one??
Your favourite one??

Hmm... I like all the presents that gifts by ppl. It's just simple love it as I knew people use their time n energy to search for ur present. Do you know how difficult to buy a present for ppl?? Yes.. A present. That's y it's difficult. Just one, there are so many things out there and you can only choose one. Get me?? Hehe~

Like other girls, I like to receive presents from others. But, what types of present can actually make me happier?!

Let's see...

Something that I need and plan to buy but ppl realized n bought it as present for me(you read my mind =D)..♥♥♥

something that I like it but I got no plan to buy it due to some reason..♥♥

something that I like it but difficult to get it..♥♥♥♥

or

something that handmade by ppl, special one as u can't find d 2nd one in dis world(with t&c applied, must b those thing dat I like la ya =P)..♥♥♥♥


sometimes, it's just happy when u received a card that written few sentences that warm ur heart♥♥♥♥♥

like this^^

hehe~ dis's d best best present oh!!♥

(•‘๑’•) OR *∩_∩*

Just a feeling to share..
Do you still remember what kinds of relationship that you always looked for during your secondary?? Is it the same when you grew up?? No matter how you wish, you will never get it. Time flies, things that you think when you were young won't be the same when you grew up.

Last time, when we were young. Majority of girls always wish to find a bf who can always be with her, wear couple-T tgt, get a couple ring, celebrate all the b'days tgt, anniversary tgt, go to seaside tgt, everything also buy one pair, it seems to be romantic. Yea, it is. But few years later, we might change our mindset. As long as we are still in love with each other, care each other, be with each other, it will be more than enough. Just want it to be simple but yet beautiful and sweet. Is it hard? Yes, it is. It is hard when you yourself don't know what're the things that you looking for. Every relationship will never be the same due to different hero and heroin, different situation, different perception and different behavior. Am I right? Can't we just get all the things at the same time. The moment when you own friendship, cant you own relationship as well? How about when you own relationship? Will friendship leaves you quietly? Is it we need to sacrifice something to get another thing? If it is something that so easy to sacrifice, if it is something that you are easy to let go, if it is something that you are still doubt with even though alr couple of years, perhaps it wont be something that you care anymore. Explanation cant change the situation but understanding and trust will. I try because i care, once i failed to get any response for few times, I won't do it anymore. It's because I know it wont happened if only one side has taken the action.

Real friend is someone that you no need to explain, no need to understand the situation but will trust you and support you always. Your true friends will never stopped you from doing something that you like but will lend you their shoulder when you failed. They will never talk bad or discuss something bad behind you but will tell you face to face. You found your true friends?? Yes, I do. Thanks for being my friends and willing to listen to me whenever I need it. Thanks for everything! Appreciate each and everyone of you...

Quote of the day^^

"Thinking too much can only cause problems"

Don't you know about it??

Then why you just cant stop your mind not to think too much?

Hmm.. gonna change.

It's time to change~

Let's work hard for it! =))

❤ⓛⓞⓥⓔ❤

从来都不曾在这边提起。。
是我一直都很保护着的记忆。
没有刻意地去记着，却能够把每一个部分都记得一清二楚。。=))

不知道从即使开始，我的生命中出现了那么一个他。
一个我自己都不懂什么时候占据了我心里某一个位置的他。
记忆中的酸甜苦辣，都属于撮合我们重要的一部分。
和他的日子，多久了？
抱歉，我真的不懂。我。。没记下日期。
从单身变成有另一伴的状态，很多东西需要调整。
做每一步事情都需要站在另一方的角度想，避免有所谓的胡思乱想。

我的那一个他和我有很多臭味相投的地方。。
设计，音乐，formula one，喜欢特别的东西等等。
我其实也不懂，为什么一个不善于沟通的人可以和我从一认识就有聊不完的话题♥
虽然有着不一样的开始，但还是很开心有你和我一起分享事情的日子。
谢谢你所给我的一切，别人看不到的一切。。
我谢谢的不是礼物，而是那些用钱买不到的东西。
谢谢你懂得怎么关心我，有什么问题你都能感觉到。
谢谢你在乎我，我的感受；我的一切。
谢谢你会站在我的角度为我想。
谢谢你会担心我的安危，太夜太早要送朋友回家你都会充当司机，不放心我一个人。
谢谢你会在我发烧不退的时候，照顾我，载我看医生。
第一次觉得那样的被一个人关心着的感觉，真的很窝心；幸福。
你教会了我很多东西，改变了我很多东西，让我了解了很多东西。
谢谢你愿意接受我的缺点，接受它并慢慢的把它变成优点。
谢谢你在我失去狗狗伤心的时候陪我找回不一样的快乐与陪伴。

有你的日子真好。
不管人在那里，每一天都会尽能力的和我联络，尽量不让我担心。
第一次看你在那里和别人说我们的关系，巴不得让那里的所有人知道我们的关系，真的很开心。
第一次看到这样的你，真的让我爱不释手。
谢谢你愿意参与我与朋友的聚会。
因为我知道，不善于和新面孔沟通的你会绞尽脑汁不知怎么找话题。（知道你努力了，会教你的。嘻嘻~）

喂。。。
喜欢你跟我撒娇，很困飘着的时候还要和我讲电话，作弄我那时的样子。。好可爱~♥❤
我们之间，少不了会有闹意见的时候。
优点是，我们不会大声地喊对方；事后也会更近一步的了解对方。
缺点是。。就是会让我很不知所措，不知怎么办。

从刚开始到现在，有好多音乐穿梭着你我之间，营造出我们的爱情故事。
真的很珍惜和你在一起的每一秒。
真的真的很在乎你。
第一次在这边写给你这么多。
我会学着站在你的角度想，从错误中学习。
因为我知道：“天下没有所谓的适不适合，只有珍不珍惜。”
我们不能一辈子在找寻最适合自己的那一片拼图，只能好好的珍惜把握此时握着的那一片，把它变成最美好的；独一无二的一幅拼图。

Thanks for brighten my life!!♡♡♡

I love this group~ ^^

Did I ever write about my college a.k.a University buddies here? Erm.. I got a group of best friends where our true friendship starts on that day, where we always hang out together, watch movies together, sing-k together, shopping together, visit seaside until midnight.. V used to hang out together during free time, or even stick together in the college for revision, lunch or even napping inside library. Oops, resting perhaps :))

This group means a lot to me.. This group accompany me for about 80% of my college life and this group called B2G feat. froggy add one of my lecturer, ms. mabel. Let's me revise and see how we group together^^

The funniest thing is we are same class since 1st stepped into college but we don't know each other during that time (should say some know but some dunno due to their special character dat time :P ). V're getting closer and closer after playing badminton every week once, outing once in a blue moon, discuss about assignment/coursework and planing for genting's trip. After considering all the points, I strongly believe that our friendship starts because the path v're taken is going to the same direction/place. Even though all of us got a different brain and heart but our heart got a similar part which is v store our friendship inside. V said before, v must share everything among us. No matter where v're, v'll always support each other. V're always be there whenever anyone of our member need it. Even though our group established on 12/02/2010, which is only 1 year plus, but our friendship will never end. I want this group to be forever and i want our friendship to be forever too! Since the day our group established untill now, v came across quite a lot of tough and happy moments. I'll keep all these well as our memory, to prove that we were together before for quite a long period of time.

Well, after start our internship few months ago, the time for us to be together become lesser and lesser. I felt really sorry for cant always join them for their lunch, dinner due to my working place and time, so on. I really wish I'm there to join their lunch even though it is just 2hrs every fri but I know d 2hrs for me will be enough to reduce and release my tension. I think our time to hang out together will be cut off for quite a large % after our graduation. Wa.. quite sad after think of it.

Errr... Actually, I felt sad after knowing our G2 going to work at S'pore very soon. Permanent summore..T__T I knew she planned to go there for work quite a long time alr and I know her reason as well. But I really felt sad when I heard about it. Gonna miss her very much after this. No matter how, once again I said:"our friendship will never end. V'll always support you wherever you go. V'll always be there for you." So please keep us in ur heart, keep in touch with us, meet us whenever you come back ya! Deal~ Must promise me ya. I know you so many years d.. now only get d chance to understand you, so you must be my friend forever.. Hehe~1st time ever say this to ppl.

Too much d.. Dunno wat to say d.. All the best to you~ and you must remember har, wedding dinner time must send invitation card to me!!! Dat's all la.. Muacks!!

hehe~ our group photo~

hehe~ me & kat^^

11th August 2011

Been busy for few months.. i got no extra time for me to do extra things. A lot of things waiting me to do but i got no time for it. I want to hang out with friends but seems like time not allowed me to do that.

I really want to solve all the problems that i 'm facing. 1st time ever, I'm working by controlling my mind and soul.. 1st time ever, I'm eating by controlling my tears and my emotion.

Today, I've tried my very best in controlling every moment not to think. Just work... I'm doing pretty well I guess. Not the result but I learned how to control myself well.

Well, out of sudden i realized I'm not that good enough to handle my own problems. I'm not good enough in doing a lot of things. I need to improve in a lot of areas. Am I deserve to face all these problems? Sorry for create so many problems to anyone that I'm care. Nothing much to say but sorry... No matter how bad am I also I wont say anything that hurt people.. Please don't say anything that might hurt the people that you care. Said it then the scars will be there forever.. I care, I love~

有时候那无意的问题也会刺痛我，心好痛。。

AH PIGGY!~~~

“有时候我真的觉得不是我的问题。。因为有些问题是别人制造给你的。”

对吧？我的piggy!!! =P

好久没上来这写写。。太忙了~

最近过得好吗？

“还好。。。”

上来是因为有事情了吗？

“不懂。。。”

最近好忙。。真的觉得时间不够用。虽然没有过的非常好，但至少充实。

偶尔和朋友聊聊后，想分享一些事情~

那天，她听我说后问：“不辛苦吗？”

我：“还好。。嘻嘻~”

她：“拜托，我知道那感觉绝对不会是完全可以让人陶醉的。。”

我：“对啦。。但有时候觉得还不错耶！” （其实早学会不要想太多^^）

她：“嗯。。身为朋友，真的希望你会快乐啦~”

我：“知道啦~有事一定会找你的！！”

她：“我24小时on call！”

我：（感动T___T）“喂，你也是啊！！ok？？”

她：“of coursssee！”

结束聊天后没想很多，但现在。。想了。。呵呵~

事隔这么久才想，进步了啦~~哈哈~

别担心，我早已学会那种事。信心让我觉得会有晴天的一天。就当着是对我的忍耐力的考验吧！既然说我是怪人一个，外星人我，不是盖的啦~嘻嘻~

我真的深信<先苦后甜>这句话。。NO WORRIES^^

21.01.11~

今天今天，好累。。。

好久没有这种感觉了。。

突然觉得，我还在学习中。

还有很大的进步空间。

我真的有努力。

是自卑感让我不敢尝试很多东西吗？？

纵使曾经从别人口中听到过无数次的称赞，我对自己的看法依然如此。

我知道我有改变，但还不够。

身边有一些人让我无法相信我有多幸运。。

除了珍惜，我真的不懂还能做些什么。

这一年来，我改变很多。

其实很想知道身边的朋友有谁察觉我的改变。

某人教会了我简单的做人处世，基本的回答方式，适当的作解释。

好让人能够轻易的在必要时了解你的想法。。

这让我恍然大悟，我原来距离性格里的十全九美这么远。

我努力进步中，你看到吗？感觉到吗？

好想达到标准。。你不知道我看得那么重吧？！

加油，还得继续加油~~

21 Jan 2011, 3.45am~~

I cant sleep!!!!!! T__________T

Happy new year 2011!!!

Best wishes to all of my friends!

=))