Changes@@

Nowadays I notice that many of my friends do make some changes on their attitude, personality, thinking and so on. Does all this changes are good or opposite? I do admit that myself do have some changes too but not the same like some of them. What I mean here is... For example, last time they will talk to you so many things but now, none. Yea, I know he/she need not to tell me everything or share with me all this things. But I hate being ignore by people. I will definately reply all the msg/comment so I hope others will do this to me too. Unfortunately, some people disappointed me. I hate this feeling. Hmm... actually, I no need to care all this things but I dont know why I just care to some particular people's only. I care them, So I hope more from them? But, why I didn't realize from the day I start to know them? I had been know them couples of years, now only got this feeling. Really WTH?!!! I hope can meet them as well cos I really feel happy when meet them up. Even just few seconds or only get to see them from far. Am I stupid? Sometime I will answer 'yes I am'. Sigh... Anyway, those special people's wont know it cos they didn't visit my blog. So here is the best place for me to express my emotion but sadly, I cant shout here. LOL...
Now I should learn to ignore, learn not to care all this things. Learn everything that can protect me from being hurt, learn not to care them anymore. Really hate this feeling. I hate it and even hate 'you'!!!!!! I miss all the memories even though all are past tense. Can all this things happen again in future?! Sigh... speechless......

lazy bear= m3!!!

Argh!!! I skipped one day again due to my lazyness. But nothing special for yesterday so just forget about it. Today, went out with 2 of my friends after the heavy rain in the afternoon. We went to gurney--->>siam express for lunch. 3 of us was oder the same dish which is Tom Yam mee. LOL... the soup there taste nice until 3 of us finished it all.

Today slightly different a little bit cos went out with my mom and her friend after she back work. We went to COBRA to listen the music there 'all r chinese old disc song' and enjoy the drink there. Everything just nice except the cats there really make me uncomfortable cos 'they' keep on touching my foot. I like dogs but not cats@@

Oh ya, my dinner... I bought apple's donuts again. Love it^^

Here it is--->>

ying's favourite><

It's time for me to my 'lovely' bed... NIGHTZzzz

Finally><

Finally, i got time to update my blog. 1st of all, I would like to greet one of my friend 'Happy Birthday'!!! Haha, today's date-->22 june 2009 really 'special'. Cos today was my moral assignment due date, my friend b'day, moral quiz gav on today as well and this was the 1st monday my afternoon class cancel! Happy^^

Anyway, I still got one more assignment to go. That was critical thinking. Hmm, can say I already complete more than 50%. Everything will be ok i think. But, I do need time to discuss with my group regarding the presentation. Oh ya, forum... I have to complete it within this week too.

Nothing special for my lunch and dinner this few day except saturday went gurney bought my friend b'day present and had my lunch at A&W + bought apple's doughnut for my dinner. Really nice the doughnut taste. Well, today after my moral quiz. We went to Ramen's restaurant which opposite my college for our lunch. Hmm, not bad the taste actually but the size per serving was too big for us... Errr, that was my dinner as well cos i doesn't feel hungry until now. RM8 per serving really worth for me. LOL...

Today's I special cook for my lovely doggy a nice dinner--->> ying's style fried rice!!! Taste nice actually(I got try it:P)...

ying's style fried rice^^

Hehe... that's all for today. C u!!!

tiRed~.~

Again, I skipped one day to update my blog. Woke up as early as 7am to prepare for badminton at 8am. Here, I would like to say thank you to one person who morning call me to wake up. But it was too early for me... Hehe... I went to KFC for my lunch with 2 of my friends after badminton. Really enjoy the chicken there. It's nice!!! After that, I went home to continue with my assignments stuff. Sigh... headache with that!

Today, stay at college study for whole day. From 9am until 6pm. But luckily, d QM class was the last class for this sem and our lecturer released us at 5pm. So, i able to rush back to meet my mom at sunshine. Hehe, thx for my 'aya' aunty bought me the delicious yogurt ais cream, garlic bread and also the pizza. Haha, taste really nice><

Now, still busy staring at my laptop and also tv as well... Hopefully I can settle my 2nd assignment which due on monday at sunday afternoon. Gambate to me and others group member who are editor in this assignment^^

May happiness and luck always be with me, my family and also my friends~~

@.@

Sigh... my ko-k assignment change plan agian due to the 2 indians girls that suppose to be in my group switched to another group. Tonight when i already settled our Q1, i received the msg from my ibc president who r also my group member for this assignment told me this bad news. So i msg sean and ask her wait me back from outside to discuss in msn. Well, the stupid line today bully me as well. I cant get into msn to complete my discussion and also cant google or facebook to find the info n runs my discussion. I realize all the website that i need cant get in but others can get in easily. Sigh... pity me...

Actually i planned not to blogging tonight but due to the technical problem, I found that i can only get into yahoo and blogs. So i change my plan to sent sean all the info that i search while the line runs well by using yahoo mail. I still cant get into my fb, so i just spent my free time to update my blog. Coz it was the only web that i able to get in besides yahoo.

I hope that everythings can runs smooth according to my plan and I want to get in to fb now... T__T
It's time for me to have some fun before off9 cos I need to wake up earlier tomorrow to go for badminton with my college buddies... So, may GOD bless me in whatever things and nights><

Busy life~~~

Monday was a supper busy day for me. Studying for whole day. Well, i woke up late in the morning. But fortunately i able to reached sch at 11am sharp. Actually i plan to update my blog at night which is about 11pm. Some incidents caused me don't have time to do it. This is because once i on my msn. So many ppls come and chatting with me... About the assignment, jokes about jones and so on. Haha, really excited when gossip and joking with my classmate all.

Hmm... that night about 9pm. I received msg from one of my friend. He having some problem with his gf again. This is not the 1st time i heard the complaintment about his relationship. I don't know all this problem caused is because of his attitude or his gf's... Last time that one, oops... Forget about it. I know he didn't love her but accept her due to some special reason. But this one, long distance relationship does create a lots of problem i think. Actually i warn him earlier when he haven't accept this relationship. But due to he don't want to feel regret about it, he accepted it about 3 month ago. He told me that his girl friend complainted about why he not care her anymore. But i don't know what is going on about their relationship. I cant help them and don't know the solution to solve the problem. Anyway, hope that he can solved his problem without alcohol and all this things wont affect his study. Gambate lo^^

Okay, now back to today. I went to school for discussion at 12pm. Having lunch with my classmates near my school there as usual. I think our skills for discussion had been improved cos we having 2 discussion at the same time. Haha... Luckily we did discuss out some solution for our assignments. Hope that the process can be smooth and good.

Today i did something crazy again. I was thinking about durians yesterday and today. So i planned to go buy durians after my discussion and I did it... XD.. I went to market with 2 of my friend and bought 6 durians there. One of my friend bought 4 and i bought 2. This was our 1st time go out and search for durians by ourself. Quite funny there when the uncle told us 6 durians for RM40. But both of us don't know how is the price of durians. At last, we did bought it. I think should be fair enough for the pricing. haha, really delicious the durians that bought. I loved it^^
That all for today... gd night n sweet dreams-.-

想念~~

今天突然想起你了。。。
怎么办？没办法把那遗憾给忘掉。
抱歉，我好像没有尽到100%的责任。你在另一个世界还好吗？父亲节的到来让我更想念你了。。。虽然两年过去了，我仍然放不下你的离去。我真的很怀念有你的生活，你的陪伴，你的关心。谢谢你让我享受了十九年的父爱。那时的我真的很幸福。
再一次的抱歉。。。一直以来都很少关心你。其实不是没有，只是我不会表现出对你的关心。还真的没用啊！！
爸爸，好久没有叫了。我真的好希望下一世还可以当你的女儿，好让我好好的还债。。。
爱你哦，永远永远~~

yesterday + today

Haha... I'm back after skipped for one day. Let's start with my group discussion yesterday at McD. Hmm, can say that the process was running smooth as what I had expected. But I still worried about the days given not enough for us to complete the assignment. This is because i have 3 assignment to complete in one week time. My moral assignment had been started. However, my critical thinking and quality management not yet start even 1%. Sigh... really worried about it.
Oh ya, I wish to complaint one thing about greenlane Mcd. I was accompany my friend went there yesterday night with my laptop. But, the wireless showed me connected to the Mcd wireless but i cant on9 there(same with others laptop users as well). Really wth...
Now, continue with today... I was busy staring at pc for morning and afternoon. Was went to gurney for my lunch with a "patient"---Ms.Lv. Pity her coz she couldn't enjoy her food at her favourite restaurant--Sakae... After that, we went for movie at 4.50. Well, not a boring movie but it's not so interesting for me. If you ask me what's going on, i'll tell you "a girl vampire which has human being killing all the vampire from the start till the end". That's all about the whole movie^^
I'm here hope that the 'patient' can get well soon from the flu. Coz i dun wan her go for quarantine due to the H1N1 virus... Hehe, just kidding la. she have to go back kampar study. So how to drive back to kampar with the sleepy eyes?! haha, get well soon ya!.. Dun spread your virus to me but u may spread to others><
Okay, stop here... C u guys in the next post~~

exhausted~~~

Today's keyword is tied!!! Woke up at 6.45am to prepare for going school. I feel so sleepy during all the lesson and even sleepy while doing quizzes... I was so happy when the clock showed that it's already 6pm!! It's time for me to go back to my lovely home^^

Today's dinner--->> went to 'faces' for my dinner with Ms. Lv. Well, i not really have mood to enjoy my dinner due to my serious stomach cramp. Even now still not comfortable with it. This is because I cant get to walk straight because of the pain and have to walk like an old ladies. So pity~~

I think I will be busy with all the assignment things after the group discussion tomorrow. Hope that I can get my assignment done with their efficiently. Today's bad news was i had received another assignment that need to hand in next week. Sigh... Such a busy short semester.

That all for todays, share with you all the process of discussion tomorrow if I can make the discussion successful... Sweet dreams~.~

busy day~~

Woke up early in the morning to go for badminton with uni friends... Exercise for 3 hrs and join them for lunch. Well, today I had a chance to chat with one of my friend about some 'special' topics. Actually i seldom chat with her in all this things. But i feel surprised when my point of view in some cases accepted by her. Thx her for spending her time in listening my 'short story' and 'gossip'.
Dinner time--->> having dinner with Ms.Lv at breeks. Wow, enjoyed the food served there, yummy~~ After this, we planned to go bed cafe for coffee and i need her help in doing some searching there. I feel weird when i couldn't search the things that i want. I think I need to do some checking before i search again. I like to handle those difficult stuff actually... Wonder when can I search it. However, now have to forget this thing and try think about the class and the quiz tomorrow.
Good luck to me in the searching and the quiz^^

nites~~

~~10 june 2009~~

Woke up at 10.30am today, prepare to hang-out with friend. Well, we went to gurney for movie n lunch. We had our lunch at kim gary restaurant n then watch '17 again'. Quite enjoy the movie actually... Wonder if I do have a chance to step back to the age of 17. Can I change my life? Reset all the things from the age 17. It will be great if i can do it too... However, it's juz a dream that will never come true~~
Everythings was nice except just now. I suddenly had a 'serious' stomachache. I think must be the drink that I order while lunch---mango coconut milky ??(forgot the whole name of the drink, sorry ya) but the drink really taste nice^^
Hope that my stomach can calm down after this><

Night n sweet dreams to all of u-.-

simple intro + diary

Welcome~~~~~~The motive i create this blog's is to share somethings that happen in my life. I hope here can be a place for me to release my tension when I pressure and even let my friends know how my life going on. Oh ya, I would like to explain a little bit about my blog's url... The reason I choose to name as bittersweetbearz......bittersweet here is actually stand for the things I share in my blogs here combine with the feeling of bitter n sweet while d word bearz is because of------->>I like teddy bear...^^

Hmm... now start to said somethings that happened today. Well, today was quite a simple day for me. Woke up at 8.30 to pass my car key to d uncle to sent for 'body check up'. Not a big problem for my car actually, just have to spend 'some' money on tyres and the wires(not really know what going on due to I'm not professional on car)XD

Agian, whole days stared in front of the laptop checking my mail, sch web and facebook of cos><
Sigh... reading the assignment ques of critical thinking that received few days ago. OMG!!! It really 'critical'... wonder how do I start this assignment with my group members@@ Hope that I can finish it in the two weeks time.

Errr... I think that the things happened today. Really simple... Look forward to the hang-out tomorrow with one of my secondary best friend. Good luck to all of u and nightz...~.~