Nowadays I notice that many of my friends do make some changes on their attitude, personality, thinking and so on. Does all this changes are good or opposite? I do admit that myself do have some changes too but not the same like some of them. What I mean here is... For example, last time they will talk to you so many things but now, none. Yea, I know he/she need not to tell me everything or share with me all this things. But I hate being ignore by people. I will definately reply all the msg/comment so I hope others will do this to me too. Unfortunately, some people disappointed me. I hate this feeling. Hmm... actually, I no need to care all this things but I dont know why I just care to some particular people's only. I care them, So I hope more from them? But, why I didn't realize from the day I start to know them? I had been know them couples of years, now only got this feeling. Really WTH?!!! I hope can meet them as well cos I really feel happy when meet them up. Even just few seconds or only get to see them from far. Am I stupid? Sometime I will answer 'yes I am'. Sigh... Anyway, those special people's wont know it cos they didn't visit my blog. So here is the best place for me to express my emotion but sadly, I cant shout here. LOL...
Now I should learn to ignore, learn not to care all this things. Learn everything that can protect me from being hurt, learn not to care them anymore. Really hate this feeling. I hate it and even hate 'you'!!!!!! I miss all the memories even though all are past tense. Can all this things happen again in future?! Sigh... speechless......
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