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On the way thinking about the marketing assignment... I can't think about anything right now.
Take out the paper but didn't write anything till now. I don't know what should I write... don't know how to explain about the report... I have no idea at all!!! Tomorrow need to pass it to ks for combine all our points but I'm now still......

Tomorrow still got marketing quiz to do~~ Still blur with the chapters... I still got my bcomm CV and also presentation to settle tomorrow due to the interview start on thursday. I don't have enough time to do all the assignments... Statistical method assignment 4 had been send to us then still got mid-term this week. Extra class some more. Then this weekends need to discuss about the marketing assignment, settle all the things because next wednesday need to present it. Next thursday another presentation for MIS... Then time to submit our CV... Another week also having bcomm group presentation...

I'm now like growing two big heads. Don't know which one to do, don't know which one to start, how to start? what to write? explanation? products? ideas? My GOD!!! I like stop breathing when think of all the assignments, presentations, quizzes, mid-term....... Can I relax after this? NO WAY!!! Finals is coming up in the november!!!

Gonna faint faint faint~~~
I like busy life but not as busy like this. This caused me to sick, sleep late, not as energetic as before or even not as cheerful as before... Really headache...

Hopefully I can finish up my tasks all and do it great!!! So do my group members la...

Marketing: youwei(hopefully he change abit of his pointless ideas and d ways he presenting his idea...), kathy, khaishean and me!!! JIA YOU... Gambatte o^^

MIS: kathy, khaishean n me again but add in another new member, sweehun instead of youwei...*sound better?! LOL... ADD OIL LA... for presentation cos v already finished d hardcopy~~

It's time for me to continue the thinking la~~ hopefully i got some ideas for it^^

Brief~~~

thursday--> sick for whole day... gastric, headache and whole body like a hot pot, hot till can use it to cook something. Ate panadol actifast and sleep at 11pm. My record of this year, never try to sleep as early as that day.

friday--> went out with kat, ks, yw and 2 special persons-->kw n ws!!! bowling, lunch, red box, shopping, dinner with them... Actually I can do it but due to sickness on thursday, i feel very tired after spent my whole day with them. Anyway, I still sleep at 2am.

saturday--> queensbay with frens to buy her printer ink and also dinner at there. Night time, my emo start due to some reason... I knew the reason of course but just don't want to think about that. Sorry is the only word I can say to those I feel my emo. I'm sure you feel my emo as well... If not you won't simply msg me and ask me that ques as late as 3am. Actually, I do feel ur not ok at d same time. By the way you answer me. But, just ignore it due to I don't know the reason.

sunday--> whole day rush my assignments things and do some searching. I plan not to blogging but due to some reason, I blog again to type out all my feeling, my question marks, my anger, everything that come across my mind!!! You are just like a bomb, an active volcano like me. Don't know how to express your problems to others. Feel like want to say it but failed. Ms. Lv said is your problem but not mine. But I still think that I'm the problems maker.


*if really got things to tell me, just tell... No need to hidden off in front of me. Don't I tell you before I'm a good listener?! If you are a good actor, then I wont notice d. But u'r not... U noe u'r like increase my volcano temperature wen got things to say but din say at last! Hopefully you are fine after a sleep.*

*SHOUT OUT!!!!!!*~this post is specially to a person who hurt by me~ i don't mean it...

Problems!!! pls away from me!!! I don't want anything extra to disturb my life! Why I cant get what I want? Why so many problems come across me these few weeks? Why cant just let me be what I want to be and also live in my own world? I want my personal space!.. My one and the only one. I don't want to change anything, at least for now. Did all the human need such stupid problems to grow up? Can I stay away from those problems? How long that I need to suffer due to all these problems? It's make me feel like so difficult to breathe. I don't like such feeling or even hate it.

To: PM
*maybe you don't know what you did had caused me headache and even faced such problems.*
*maybe you don't know that what I want and what I don't like.*
*it's my fault and I should try my best to solve it*

p/s: thx piggy for sharing with me and also suggested me some solutions. But I cant use it cos it's really rude and I cant force myself to use it. Still need to learn a lot of things from you... the ways of solving problems^^

THX Ms.Lv also la~~ share a lot with you@@

我。。。

我，
突然间不知道要写些什么。。。
脑袋一片空白。
最近的我似乎对信任这两个字有了不一样的概念。
信任似乎已经不再出现在我的字典里。
突然觉得好多人都变得很陌生。
是他们变了，还是我变了？！
有时不是不要去想，
而是不敢去想；
怕我得到的答案和我猜测的一样。
我怕我承受不了，怕自己会因此而失去重心。
我好想把我的脑袋挤得满满的，
让它没空间去想那折磨我的东西。
人，
真是犯贱。
想得到别人的关爱，却同时间觉得那是一种负担。
我想，
得到的越多，失去的更多。
想要得到，就必须能承受日后的一切一切。。。
因为把你们看成是朋友，
所以才不想相信自己的耳朵所听到的；
就因为是朋友，
才选择忘记我所听到的。
只因为我不想失去你们，
任何一个朋友。。。
我真的很不想伤害你们，
抱歉如果你们要得我给不到。。。
真希望一切的一切会是那么的顺利一点，
友情可以维持到永远。。。
现在的我是清醒的，
清醒地知道什么该做，什么不该。
但，
有谁能告诉我，我能继续相信你们吗？
好希望我想的不是真的；
好希望我能失去知觉，
远离这难受的泉源。
我想，
最适合我的生活莫过于一个人的生活；
再加上我的家人和少数值得信任的朋友。。。
我圈圈的范围，
就是这样不大也不小。
不要再改变了~~：））

我的心情~~

有时，
会莫名其妙的开心。。。
是有原因的，
或是没原因的，
都无所谓~~
我真的很希望每天都可以开开心心的。。。
虽然觉得事情不会那么顺利和完美，
还是希望奇迹会发生。
人，
总是那么天真。
总知道天下没有那么好的事，
还是笨笨的期待奇迹的到来。
当期待没发生时，
心情会顿时间跌到谷底。。。
伤心透了。。。
昨天，
被一位朋友问到：
“人，为什么会在低落时想喝酒？”
我回答：
“想喝就喝，没什么原因。”
或许，是想把自己弄得疲倦？！
可以一觉睡天亮？？
他说：
“是想尝试酒的苦味，那么苦的我都能喝其他的应该没问题。。。”
好一个我没想过的答案。
人之所以喝酒，
是想把自己的健康弄得一团糟？？
又或者孤独想借酒消愁？
是寂寞还是难过？
是快乐还是欢乐？
看来每个人都有自己不一样的解答。。。
我不爱喝酒。
却爱在新年或庆祝节日上喝点酒。。。
偶尔会想喝喝，绝对没有上瘾的可能。
我不爱它那苦涩的味道，
却会在低落时想到它。。。
想想~~
他的答案或许是对的。
真的替我上了一堂宝贵的课啊！！！
又得到了我总来没有想过的问题。
你对酒还真有学问啊！
奉劝：
如果没有办法把持酒的魅力，
千万别碰它哦！！！
它的魅力真的很大。
可我却把持得到^^
很棒！！！

My life~~

My life like getting busy and busy now until I always feel tired. It's already more than a week I didn't update my blog. That's nothing special happen recently, if got also I don't know how to say. Just forget about it easier. Thursday--1st of oct was my sch mooncake festival... Went there to enjoy for about 5 hours. Yesterday--2nd of oct, playing badminton with friends. Really tired after badminton... So even I already sleep for many hours, I still feel sleepy today.

Another thing that make me tired was about my grandma. she admit to hospital 3days ago. I go visit her last night. She look very tired after taken the medicine or injection. According to my uncle, she admit to hospital because of high blood pressure. She don't have high blood pressure one but maybe because of getting older and older, body started to have problems. My grandma not healthy as last time anymore. Her level of healthy decreased after my father past away. She's sad and can't accept the truth. So now, she like already forget about my father already past away and keep on asking about some question regarding my dad. Sometime, I just answer:"erm..." because I really don't know how to answer. I think my uncle they all also don't know the answer as well. Sigh~~

If my life is full of happiness, I do wish I can live until 90 or even older. But if my life is full of problems and also sickness, then I rather to leave earlier and don't want to suffer the sickness and all that. It's all fate and we cant change anything... Just enjoy our life when we can... Enjoy before trouble arrive to us~~

grandma~~ get well soon^^ I'll pray for you and I love you^^

smile and be happy~~~everyone...

nightzZZ, may all the happiness be with us>.<