Sunday, October 4, 2009

My life~~

My life like getting busy and busy now until I always feel tired. It's already more than a week I didn't update my blog. That's nothing special happen recently, if got also I don't know how to say. Just forget about it easier. Thursday--1st of oct was my sch mooncake festival... Went there to enjoy for about 5 hours. Yesterday--2nd of oct, playing badminton with friends. Really tired after badminton... So even I already sleep for many hours, I still feel sleepy today.

Another thing that make me tired was about my grandma. she admit to hospital 3days ago. I go visit her last night. She look very tired after taken the medicine or injection. According to my uncle, she admit to hospital because of high blood pressure. She don't have high blood pressure one but maybe because of getting older and older, body started to have problems. My grandma not healthy as last time anymore. Her level of healthy decreased after my father past away. She's sad and can't accept the truth. So now, she like already forget about my father already past away and keep on asking about some question regarding my dad. Sometime, I just answer:"erm..." because I really don't know how to answer. I think my uncle they all also don't know the answer as well. Sigh~~

If my life is full of happiness, I do wish I can live until 90 or even older. But if my life is full of problems and also sickness, then I rather to leave earlier and don't want to suffer the sickness and all that. It's all fate and we cant change anything... Just enjoy our life when we can... Enjoy before trouble arrive to us~~

grandma~~ get well soon^^ I'll pray for you and I love you^^
smile and be happy~~~everyone...
nightzZZ, may all the happiness be with us>.<

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