我的心情和外面的鞭炮声一样乱~~

personality tests result =.=

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

bla bla bla......

Found out a lot of things today. It's good to know more so that I able to continue my analyzing with those statements that I found. The truth and also the 'procedure'. Perhaps I can figure out more things soon. 1st time, I hope that my six sense is wrong and I don't want it to happen. Don't want!!! I really hope that your prediction is the correct ones. Even though I told you before I don't think of it but sometimes my NO is actually a YES. I'm blind? NO!!! If I'm blind then I won't see things clear and also cant see the facts. I wish I'm blind. So that I no need to see those facts which will affect my heart to do some 'somersaults'. The feeling is so so much 'special'. The hypothesis of my test from true to false or even from false to 'failed'.

Everyday read the useless predictions and also the message from GOD which I get from the fb application. I wont believe those things but I'm just cant stop myself from reading it. What should I do? What can I do? Lavy said the only thing can help me from this is rat poison... Make me think of the euthanasia which I watched in the movie "death note". XD =D =)) >.<

sot dy...... tonight 'bai ti gong', must pray well lol... I cant remember how many times that I prayed during this cny... hopefully pray more can solve everything la~~~ lalalalalalalala

度日如度年=((

“我的问题没能解决，伤心。但你的痛苦和伤心却淹没了我的伤心。那时候，我的问题似乎已不再是个问题。”

complicated feeling during cny =((

The 1st day of cny... Hmm... not bad as i said i wont get back the same disappointment like last year. And something good is the word "disappoint" not really appear on my mind. Enjoyed my 1st day of cny... with mom, grandma... family members^^

2nd day of cny... busy as usual. visited here and there non-stop. the only break was the night where I enjoyed my ice-cream at mcd. Thx to the doggies that cheer me up and pulled me from the slpy worms=) kylie & champion kawaii neh~~~

3rd day of cny... nothing special. I'm just enjoyed driving here n there even though traffic jam. From home to bkt gambir then home then new sunshine then home then pulau tikus then home... tired but i'm happy when dinner with mom=))

4th day of cny... went gurney with 2 friends. Hmm... Met honey & wanseang there^^ so lucky and happy too la. Playing cards with friends. I think I had prove that if ur brain full of problems when playing cards, the probability that you lose will increase. It's true... Happy to met my sis, joan today!!! miss u all so much =D

5th day of cny... gathering with F5 friends. Enjoyed the night with them. Happy to meet those I never meet after graduated. Actually i hope that the traffic still jam when I go home. Just because I want to enjoy the music and do some thinking... but but but... the traffic so smooth... ishhhh...

I don't know how to comment this cny because my mood is not there. Failed to find my mood and I don't think I able to find it. Erm... I think mommy felt something wrong with me. If not she wont simply told me those theory after I draw the 'prediction ang pow'. The main problem that I would face in this year... i'm worry...
Last year and this year... the big changes... I'm sorry... sorry for everything which I'm wrong. I don't know what to do to get back those feeling. Believe me as I, myself also don't know what's going on. I knew sometimes what you said and discuss just because you worry about me. But... did you know how pain is my heart if I heard something from others which not supposed to say from you. The expression that I don't want to see or even don't like it... the way you treat me and talk me... really disappoint me. Still remember you're the one who share everything with me and you're the one who comfort & accompany me when I'm moody but now... seems like all had become past tense. you & him had become past tense so do you & me...
Thx for sharing with me, my problems... u, u and u... Sorry for cant stop myself from thinking, every minutes, every seconds. Don't worry, I'm fine.

DOn't worry, bE happY =D

cute cute champion ^^


cute cute kylie =))

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! :))

my feeling 1

Cant find my new year mood...
just wonder why my mood couldn't turn on.

I'm trying...
trying to turn it on but...
failed.

new year just like normal day to me...
nothing special.

compared to last year,
this year looks different and feel different.

Last year, disappointment came to me on d 1st day of cny...
hopefully no disappointment for this year.
even though i wont get the same disappointment,
but still dun wan d word "disappoint" appear on my mind.

i just want to relax my brain for a day.
but... can I??
wondering...

Hmm... it's time to start my busy day.
continue at night after my reunion dinner~~
enjoy... everyone~~

YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND =))

我的空间=））

趁着大扫除，终于要回了原本属于我的空间！=D
超开心的。。。因为我真的很需要这个空间。
一个只属于我的空间^^
失去个人空间快三年了，想要回也想了一年多。。。
昨天，好一个二月的第一天终于如愿！
希望这个美好的开始可以为我带来好运咯！只求一切顺利~~
欢迎回来，我的空间。
我思考，发泄甚至情绪失控的地方。
待在我空间的感觉真的很不一样哦！
虽然有时候会感到很孤单和寂寞，
但是在里面可以做回自己。。。
在只需要面对自己的空间里，我似乎更容易的陷入思考状态。
不停地想想想。。。直到入眠。
嗯，是时候进入我的空间咯！
晚安=D
希望可以睡得很好但又可以爬起来上课^^