complicated feeling during cny =((

The 1st day of cny... Hmm... not bad as i said i wont get back the same disappointment like last year. And something good is the word "disappoint" not really appear on my mind. Enjoyed my 1st day of cny... with mom, grandma... family members^^

2nd day of cny... busy as usual. visited here and there non-stop. the only break was the night where I enjoyed my ice-cream at mcd. Thx to the doggies that cheer me up and pulled me from the slpy worms=) kylie & champion kawaii neh~~~

3rd day of cny... nothing special. I'm just enjoyed driving here n there even though traffic jam. From home to bkt gambir then home then new sunshine then home then pulau tikus then home... tired but i'm happy when dinner with mom=))

4th day of cny... went gurney with 2 friends. Hmm... Met honey & wanseang there^^ so lucky and happy too la. Playing cards with friends. I think I had prove that if ur brain full of problems when playing cards, the probability that you lose will increase. It's true... Happy to met my sis, joan today!!! miss u all so much =D

5th day of cny... gathering with F5 friends. Enjoyed the night with them. Happy to meet those I never meet after graduated. Actually i hope that the traffic still jam when I go home. Just because I want to enjoy the music and do some thinking... but but but... the traffic so smooth... ishhhh...

I don't know how to comment this cny because my mood is not there. Failed to find my mood and I don't think I able to find it. Erm... I think mommy felt something wrong with me. If not she wont simply told me those theory after I draw the 'prediction ang pow'. The main problem that I would face in this year... i'm worry...
Last year and this year... the big changes... I'm sorry... sorry for everything which I'm wrong. I don't know what to do to get back those feeling. Believe me as I, myself also don't know what's going on. I knew sometimes what you said and discuss just because you worry about me. But... did you know how pain is my heart if I heard something from others which not supposed to say from you. The expression that I don't want to see or even don't like it... the way you treat me and talk me... really disappoint me. Still remember you're the one who share everything with me and you're the one who comfort & accompany me when I'm moody but now... seems like all had become past tense. you & him had become past tense so do you & me...
Thx for sharing with me, my problems... u, u and u... Sorry for cant stop myself from thinking, every minutes, every seconds. Don't worry, I'm fine.

DOn't worry, bE happY =D

cute cute champion ^^


cute cute kylie =))