School Holidays??!

School holidays started from saturday but unfortunately, not consider as holiday for us. My busy life which full of assignments started with 5 assignment from 4 different subj(still got another 2 subj still away from assignment). I started discuss with my beloved paper regarding the malaysian economy assignment on saturday. Actually not really started this assignment because we discuss something about the marketing individual assignment which is due on 2nd of sept. Sigh... headache when think about those assignment@@

Today morning, same as last few weeks actually... Our badminton time!!! But today slightly different due to my neck or shoulder problem, I not sure. I don't know why I cant fully turn to the right side until now!!! It's so uncomfortable and pain...T___T

Hmm... just now was discuss with my beloved paper again, doing statistical method assignment with her. By looking at her face, I know she almost give up to this subject already. Sigh... paper, I know you don't like math but what to do? You need to try your best in doing it too. I'll support you anytime! Gambate^^ don't give up, I know you can do it!!! I like to do math actually, like to play with all formulas, like the feeling when I press the enter and get the answer correctly. Really enjoy it compare with memorizing all the notes... zZZ

Time to prepare going out to fetch my mommy!!! *to be continue*

Lucky no.9 from my 'mei mei'~~

TAGGED BY AO ZHU

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
cheek^_^

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
eXtremely tied!!!

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
Friends~~

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
I don't think so...

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
If really need it

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
g0t but not a close one

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
I'm not that bad la~~~=D

8. What does your last text message SAY?
ok>__<

9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
all the assignments...T___T

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
definately!!!

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
2.30am :P

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
parkson *if not mistaken*

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
yUp~~

14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
mY bElOveD paper a.k.a L.wEi

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1. Piggy
2. Lavy
3. S.Kim
4. Sean
5. Kathy
6. Paper *mission impossible 1*
7. Miao *mission impossible 2*
8. a person name U *mission impossible 3 + not really want to know...XD*
9. Janet!!! *wondering*
10. Snowie a.k.a turtle *almost forgot my dear LOL*
11. easier... all my friends will do^^

tIreD~~~

Actually, I don't know why I always feel tied since my new sem started. Maybe I cant get use with the new time table or maybe because of my activities? Wondering~~

Today, I woke up at 8.30am and go for badminton with my friends. Then my last activity was go yam-cha with friends. I like the drink that I order today-->>berry blust. It's sweet and able to cheer me up from being moody.

Haha!!! I think I should thanks some of you that help me get out from the trouble I had met. Thanks for telling me your's thinking and because of your's thinking, I able to changed my early 'scientific feeling' to 50% 'empty feeling'. Special thanks to Ms. S because she is the only one who told me a lot of her own opinion in this special case. I know what I want and I know I wont sacrifice anything to get this thing. That's me!!! The one who always let people headache with my thinking and my complicated brain. I think I'm quite special in this particular case because my opinion usually cant agree by majority. Sigh...

Bed time!!! Sleep well & sweet dreams guys~~


*to be continue*

Complicated@@

I feel much more better these two days if compare with the moody days for nearly a week. I can sleep well started from yesterday night. Maybe too tied after my whole day lessons and go for dinner then supper with Ms.Lv and one of her housemate. I was chatting non-stop with her housemate while eating my favourite ice-cream... Yummy~~~

I think I can only feel comfortable when my life getting busy and busy until I don't have enough time for me to think nonsense. So, I should look forward to busy life from now. It's good for me and even my friends because I no need to complaint to them when I face some problem in thinking. Err, did I tell them everything about what had I think. Haha!!! You know what's my answer. I won't tell anybody 100% about it. This's to protect myself. I'm a person that over protect myself from being hurt, I admit. You can think about it if you know me in my real life. try to get closed to me then you'll notice. That's why I got a lot of friends from kindergarden, primary, secondary, choir, net friend and so on. But I only had few 'sisters a.k.a buddy' who really closed to me. Thanks my buddy, in sharing everythings with me, appreciated it^^

Sometime, I do wish that someone I care do understand me instead of I understand them. But I usually cant get the thing that I wish for. Sigh... SAD!!! When I get the chance to think, I usually think about things happen few years ago or even long long time ago. I really feel regret when I think about some friendship happen in my past. I wish we can be friend forever. Hope I can still meet with some of you, I don't want to let you all stay far away from me.

Finally, I think I need a person who called as 'soulmate'. I already wished for a long time. So, can I get it? Let's wait and see. Hmm, my friend... Don't you all wish to has a soulmate too?! Let's pray!!! I think some of you might know what's the type of soulmate that I wish for and which drama influenced me much in getting a soulmate... Haha!!!

It's time for me to sleep. NightzZZ~~~

Mo0Dy~~~

Don't know what happen to me... I feel moody again just now, half an hour before I start blogging. Hmm... feel bad when moody. It's just like everything cant going well and smooth. This feeling make me feel sad, just want to keep quiet and continue my typing, searching and whatever whatever I want to do.

I seldom hope for anything nowadays. I don't know when I changed my mind until not to hope for anything. To me, I think we always failed to get whatever we hope for and thus, disappointment come to us. Well, I hate disappointment. I think I give up to hope due to disappointment that I get from the word-->>hope. If I didn't try to hope, maybe I'll feel surprise when something good happen to me. That's why I always tell myself not to hope for but awaiting the surprise.

You know, I'll happy for few days if what I hope come true in my dreams. How stupid am I?! If everything that I want can happen in my dreams, can I just hope not to wake up and stay happy in my dreams? sigh...... think too much already. =.="' So, my dear friend...... You know, sometime I like to stare at a point and start my day dreams. Think about all my dreams and smile. =D

Miracles, where are you?? Can you happen in my life and cheer me up? For sure you know what's the things that I need!!!

NightZzz... Stay happy and be grateful^^
p/s: don't think too much le~~~

Busy Life~~~

Today journey started at 9am. Well, quite early to me. But still I join all the activities with my coursemates. 9-12am was playing badminton with them. Then 2pm rushed to gurney for red box. Anyway, we start to sing at 3 to 7++. Dinner at Mr.POT. Tasted nice actually or maybe i too hungry@@

Once I reached home, I checked my voiss and found that M.Eco assignment had been posted. It's a individual assignment and good luck to me because I don't understand the question at all. Good^^ **Hope that Mr. karpal will discuss a little bit on it**

Sigh... It's time for me to have a rest now. Tomorrow got 2 classes waiting for me. Let's fighting~~ Nightzzz

H.A.T.E! ! !

ARGH!!! 1st time, I hate a person very much. Attitude, personality and watever watever on you. Sorry to say that, you so powerful until can affected my mood. I don't know why a person can be like that. You are not stupid, you able to do something that we don't like to make us get angry about you. *clap clap clap* I know you feel that. But, why you don't do something on it? Or, you wait me to do something to you? Hmm... sound nice right?! Haha!!! I almost get crazy because of you. Still can laugh while I get angry and 'geram'. Well, I'm now think about the plan to do something to you. You don't want to change that, then I'll be the one who change it. Hopefully I can think about a plan. A nice and perfect plan. XD

Another thing is myself. I angry to myself as well. If I able to reject them once they requested. Then, I need not to have such problem now... What to do? I'm still me, didn't change much in how I treat my friend. Now, I think it's time for me to learn how to be rude sometimes. I think it's time for me to change. Not to be a nice and good person in watever way. Think more deep inside, more critically and even more to myself rather than others. I admit that the person I hate did have some nice attitude that others don't have. What I try to say is there's no such thing is 100%perfect in this world. Everyone of us sure had some negative attitude that we did not know it. Or maybe we knew it but don't change it. If your attitude is hated by majority of your friend, then you should try to figure out what's the problem and change it. This's for your own good, in your relationship with people, friendship or even your career. Again, hate!!! You know, this is the first time I hate a person when I think about you, look at you, near to you, see your no. or even name display on my hp screen, your picture and also when I talk to you... What a pity if I need to suffer for quite a long time. Do something please, I don't want to hate you because you are my friend. Sigh... Hope that time can change all this things and SMILE:D

CHEER UP!!! ying~~

ooO ya, happy b'day to Ms Lv la~~~ hope that you get what you hope for and good luck la!! Be happy la. Don't think about d ben dan. sure sad when think about it la. I tried before you know la, on my b'day. I'll treat d ben dan more serious the how d ben dan did to me!!! Muahahahaha^^

I'm back after a long break^^

Haha... August already. I'll start my new sem tomorrow... Hopefully it's a lucky sem for me in everythings. It's a long sem and I know I'll sure get busy after the assignments and quizzes announced. So now, I had been stop blogging for quite a long time. What's the acivities that I did in my 2 weeks holiday?

1st of all, I joined a trip with 3 of my coursemate to langkawi island. Stay there for 3 days and 2 nights. 1st time been there, really enjoy my holiday at there. We went to few well known places. I really miss the beaches after I came back and I swear, I'll travel there again and agian to enjoy the beautiful beaches and the cable car!!! LOL...

Besides the langkawi trip, I spent my time go movie, lunch, dinner, supper with my friends. Other than that, I usually stay at home online, watch dramas at youtube, fb-ing, chat-ing... Why I didn't call some of my friends out to have a meet? Now I explain about it:"I'm sick after back from langkawi!!! Sore throat and flu... ." Luckily I just got flu and sore throat, if not...... haha!!! H1N1 nowadays really serious in Malaysia. Hope that we can away from the H1N1 virus as soon as possible. Pray for the victim of H1n1~~~

Well, today!!! I met someone I miss for a long time. Really happy while meet him when shopping with mom at Gama. He was a very good man who love me very much while I was small and even now... Hehe... People's at my choir usually called him teacher. But because I used to called him 'ge ge', so I just called him until now even though he already reach 40+. He should happy because still got people called him 'gege' instead of uncle. LOL!!! Hmm... I quite scared him while at choir there. But actually, I liked him. He taught me a lot of things from the days I started knew him. I really have fun during the days when I joined choir. I like to sing. I knew it after I started my choir life while primary. I won't forget the memories while singing and travelling with my beloved choir friends. Thanks to choir, I able to joined the "carmen" opera. That was a great experience for me during my choir life. Thanks to choir again, it really coloured my life and I got the chances to learned the songs from different country. There are some songs I really loved it like potong padi, Dahil sai'yo(forget d spelling, if not mistaken it's a philippine song which mean because of you in eng) and some chinese songs too!!! ARRGH!!! I miss the songs and the days while singing with them now!!! But I know, everyting will be a past for me. So just take it as an experience and memory. I'll keep the memories well deep inside my heart, forever...

Now, it's time for me to sleep. Sleep early, stay healthy!!! Haha... Sweet dreams^^