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I feel much more better these two days if compare with the moody days for nearly a week. I can sleep well started from yesterday night. Maybe too tied after my whole day lessons and go for dinner then supper with Ms.Lv and one of her housemate. I was chatting non-stop with her housemate while eating my favourite ice-cream... Yummy~~~

I think I can only feel comfortable when my life getting busy and busy until I don't have enough time for me to think nonsense. So, I should look forward to busy life from now. It's good for me and even my friends because I no need to complaint to them when I face some problem in thinking. Err, did I tell them everything about what had I think. Haha!!! You know what's my answer. I won't tell anybody 100% about it. This's to protect myself. I'm a person that over protect myself from being hurt, I admit. You can think about it if you know me in my real life. try to get closed to me then you'll notice. That's why I got a lot of friends from kindergarden, primary, secondary, choir, net friend and so on. But I only had few 'sisters a.k.a buddy' who really closed to me. Thanks my buddy, in sharing everythings with me, appreciated it^^

Sometime, I do wish that someone I care do understand me instead of I understand them. But I usually cant get the thing that I wish for. Sigh... SAD!!! When I get the chance to think, I usually think about things happen few years ago or even long long time ago. I really feel regret when I think about some friendship happen in my past. I wish we can be friend forever. Hope I can still meet with some of you, I don't want to let you all stay far away from me.

Finally, I think I need a person who called as 'soulmate'. I already wished for a long time. So, can I get it? Let's wait and see. Hmm, my friend... Don't you all wish to has a soulmate too?! Let's pray!!! I think some of you might know what's the type of soulmate that I wish for and which drama influenced me much in getting a soulmate... Haha!!!

It's time for me to sleep. NightzZZ~~~