H.A.T.E! ! !

ARGH!!! 1st time, I hate a person very much. Attitude, personality and watever watever on you. Sorry to say that, you so powerful until can affected my mood. I don't know why a person can be like that. You are not stupid, you able to do something that we don't like to make us get angry about you. *clap clap clap* I know you feel that. But, why you don't do something on it? Or, you wait me to do something to you? Hmm... sound nice right?! Haha!!! I almost get crazy because of you. Still can laugh while I get angry and 'geram'. Well, I'm now think about the plan to do something to you. You don't want to change that, then I'll be the one who change it. Hopefully I can think about a plan. A nice and perfect plan. XD

Another thing is myself. I angry to myself as well. If I able to reject them once they requested. Then, I need not to have such problem now... What to do? I'm still me, didn't change much in how I treat my friend. Now, I think it's time for me to learn how to be rude sometimes. I think it's time for me to change. Not to be a nice and good person in watever way. Think more deep inside, more critically and even more to myself rather than others. I admit that the person I hate did have some nice attitude that others don't have. What I try to say is there's no such thing is 100%perfect in this world. Everyone of us sure had some negative attitude that we did not know it. Or maybe we knew it but don't change it. If your attitude is hated by majority of your friend, then you should try to figure out what's the problem and change it. This's for your own good, in your relationship with people, friendship or even your career. Again, hate!!! You know, this is the first time I hate a person when I think about you, look at you, near to you, see your no. or even name display on my hp screen, your picture and also when I talk to you... What a pity if I need to suffer for quite a long time. Do something please, I don't want to hate you because you are my friend. Sigh... Hope that time can change all this things and SMILE:D

CHEER UP!!! ying~~

ooO ya, happy b'day to Ms Lv la~~~ hope that you get what you hope for and good luck la!! Be happy la. Don't think about d ben dan. sure sad when think about it la. I tried before you know la, on my b'day. I'll treat d ben dan more serious the how d ben dan did to me!!! Muahahahaha^^