Mo0Dy~~~

Don't know what happen to me... I feel moody again just now, half an hour before I start blogging. Hmm... feel bad when moody. It's just like everything cant going well and smooth. This feeling make me feel sad, just want to keep quiet and continue my typing, searching and whatever whatever I want to do.

I seldom hope for anything nowadays. I don't know when I changed my mind until not to hope for anything. To me, I think we always failed to get whatever we hope for and thus, disappointment come to us. Well, I hate disappointment. I think I give up to hope due to disappointment that I get from the word-->>hope. If I didn't try to hope, maybe I'll feel surprise when something good happen to me. That's why I always tell myself not to hope for but awaiting the surprise.

You know, I'll happy for few days if what I hope come true in my dreams. How stupid am I?! If everything that I want can happen in my dreams, can I just hope not to wake up and stay happy in my dreams? sigh...... think too much already. =.="' So, my dear friend...... You know, sometime I like to stare at a point and start my day dreams. Think about all my dreams and smile. =D

Miracles, where are you?? Can you happen in my life and cheer me up? For sure you know what's the things that I need!!!

NightZzz... Stay happy and be grateful^^
p/s: don't think too much le~~~